Had a good chat with dad this evening, with the Thai news droning in the background. We exchanged quite a few viewpoints, and it took me a while to realise he may have been taking this opportunity to draw some clews into how I felt / had been feeling since some misadventure some years back.
Just deleted the rest of the post, so I assumed the issue is still unresolved somewhere, however factual I could put forward my thoughts to him. Guess a third person’s point of view also put things in a more objective manner, and that guilt, helplessness, are pulled out of the equation, probably enabling these to be worked through independently.
Not sure what is wrong with these two days. So much dirt being pulled out from under the carpet again. 😥