How many lifetimes does it take to finally realise (or feel validation) that a certain direction / choice lifetimes ago was right?
I woke up amazingly calm and peaceful, and really absolute stillness in my heart. ABSOLUTE STILLNESS! Omg.
Sometimes it is really so much easier to leap past the old brain, splash right into the new experiences, and then claw back to figure out how we got to that point.
My dream-reality time-space are all super warped at the moment.
So. We celebrated National Day two days ago. Which also meant that over the last two weeks, there had been rehearsals. Which also meant that there were super loads of aircrafts every weekend. Which also meant that there were fireworks! Sounds fun, doesn’t it? Well. I forgot. And got caught in a situation that my…
I’m heading back to Singapore tomorrow! This trip has been amazing. Class finished two days ago, and I learnt so so so much and had so so so much fun! One of the fun-and-games-plus-a-little-bit-of-stress was drumming to find our power animal! OMG. It’s so fun!! I must really have been half asleep, or maybe too…
I got into Grindelwald last night. Meant to reach in the afternoon so I can go up the mountains that day. BUT, Bern was just too pretty, I spent extra half a day there than I expected. I might have been able to make it had I not gone out to see the Paul Klee…
Singapore airport was very busy when I left. Busier than my last two short trips. Guess this is what happens when operations are confined to one terminal. It is also nice to see that activities have significantly ramped up. But will probably take a while to get everything up to scratch at the clockwork efficiency…
I am feeling nervous. I have been feeling nervous since Saturday. It’s an empty queasy uneasy feeling, but it is not the “bad” kind of feeling. I have no idea what is up and hence I am just blogging all these down for documentation sake. Rationally, there could just be travel anxieties or maybe even…
Yikes, I got Covid again. Actually I am fully recovered but just waiting for the ART to show up negative.
When given the space, beings get to truly grow and bloom.
The Cosmic Code is like Sophie’s World for the realm of quantum physics! Heinz Pagels really made it so easily readable and comprehensible.
How do I calm Mind down and embrace the miracles and magic. Must Mind step aside for Faith to step in?
Feeling a little bit of pre-departure anxieties, but I know Creator has my back.
Crowdsourcing for tech help!
“What (do you think) happens when unconditional love meets a viewpoint of conditional love?”
I was delightfully greeted by an air hug from my wild brahminy kite while moping at the curtain wall / glass window.
“If God has made the world a perfect mechanism, He has at least conceded so much to our imperfect intellect that in order to predict little parts of it, we need not solve innumerable differential equations, but can use dice with fair success.”
Interesting homework I got from last week’s class. I finally did it today (one week later!)!
It was a groggy week, and we were doing extraordinary exercises which totally got my brains fried.
I got Covid.
The disheveled tramp painfully clung on to his ribs as he took his last steps.
Once upon a time, there was a crown prince who was always told he would one day be King.
I spent my day with my yoga/reiki/meditation teacher, first with a session exploring my “between-life”, then chatting over lunch till it was nearly dinner time.
Wow, we have not had our huge family gathering in two years.
I just started a new routine! Before I sleep, I would ask the Universe to work on my healing during my sleep state.
In my childhood, we were often read the stories in Mandarin, and then we would read the English ones on our own.
First book of the year goes to The Biology of Belief by Bruce Lipton! First show of the year goes to Squid Game, I finally watched it!
Happy New Year everyone! I am finally back functioning at 100% in Singapore Time in 2022! Wheehee~
I like fiddling with new apps, because it helps me see/feel what is the frame of mind youngsters are up to these days.
My primary school memories were collecting dust in my brain storage!! They have just been swept back up from under the carpet, and it is very enlightening.
Booboos and boohoos to that. Writing about past lives is actually quite fun. I shall document one more story that came up in that last class.
The one last night – I wouldn’t exactly call it a dream, cos it affected me so hard that I woke up, sat up and worked through it.
Woohoo~ the best part of the eclipse season arrived last night – a compilation of the weirdest dreams that make no sense but cool AF.
My short-term memory is currently very eclipsed, “where the heck did all the time go?!”
Mentally and emotionally preparing for class really helps!
Good things come in threes. Of course I need a third one.
(Flares … continued) Apparently I am meant to just blog this as a separate post.
I have been so deeply immersed in feeling alot of deep profound stuffs that I have not gotten my head around.
Why it disempowers and we still always want to choose it as an excuse or the default mechanism in our lives.
So I spent my morning at the doc again. This time at the ENT. The biopsy results turned out great, no biggie and nothing to worry about.
It is difficult to learn to say No in Mandarin. And I mean that in a literal way, not the figurative abstract concept of difficulty saying No to things, people, etc.
There is so much information out there going on in this world. There is no need to take in every bit of information there is.
I can, and I am worthy of achieving success again and again and again, and it is possible to still do better each time.
So I went through all kinds of thinking and strategising, in absolute determination to “exhaust all possibilities”.
Past live adventures get more and more interesting. An elephant king of the herd (first time! an animal!).
I was getting slightly self-congratulatory about maybe I am finally getting to the end of clearing old stories from my past.
We live on an island, a very safe one, and a very comfortable (if not, luxurious) one.
“… because if you carry belonging in your heart, it is not negotiated externally with other people.” ~ Brene Brown
We forget that it is/was their situation and that they have their own issues to deal with and their lessons are not ours. We forget that we can do things differently, and that what is their truth is not our truth.
She has set the foundation for how we conduct ourselves, yet it is also like a cage whereby we can only be the person within the bounds of what she has set out.
I must have been living under a rock. It was only this weekend that I heard / read / watched about Theranos and Elizabeth Holmes!
I am sharing about ThetaHealing on my friend’s Facebook Live channel! It is exciting new territories in my life.
I couldn’t really tell the difference between a dragon and a dinosaur, which sounded absolutely silly, but to me, both were unreal because I have never physically seen them before.
Omg omg omg. It’s the eclipse. I’m getting so much feels from small little things!
I have the gumption to start my own ThetaHealing practice. I think the context of this sentence ticks everything on the checklist of what the dictionary says. 🙂
Am I blowing my own horn/trumpet? Or is it acceptable that I find myself being blown away by my own painting?
Arghz, not a great word to choose for a prompt! I am in the middle of a fire operation right now.
This is a recurring theme percolating through every human life.
“If I have seen further, it is by standing on the shoulders of Giants.”
Where there be no giants, we can build human-towers standing on one another’s shoulders.
I am not exactly sure what I was busy with.
I cannot understand the obsession and I do wonder if I met them in Atlantis.
With the Night Watch, I had to explain the subject of civic militia, and the first word that came to mind was The Musketeers!
I believe I can fly, soon. In one month’s time, it will be one full year of being grounded.
I have been sleeping all weekend. I was slipping in and out of consciousnessness / dream state.
Bike takes Heart out for a ride.
I journeyed back to Atlantis again.
Have you achieved something so great in your life that you find it impossible to do better than that?
Self-care is a term that popped up like rabbits when I started on a journey gallivanting around my inner world.
Wresting back power from the blackhole of non-existence.
Our achievement is not pegged to the achievement of fellow competitors.
Little o could have been confused living in a bilingual environment and takes a while to catch the phonetics AND the intonation for him to articulate himself.
I cannot believe I am back at the same old cycle of reviewing my diet.
Back at home with two noisy kids on quarantine and a shouting grandma.
Today is the strangest day of this strange year, yet not atypical of 2020.
With excitement about the upcoming semester.
Having bloodsuckers around us is more than them taxing our blood and breath.
This evening, I learnt that I have been basking in esoteric bodies of knowledge.
The even more fantabulous thing about the vivid dream was that it played out in a series!
I’m an Aries and I’m fiery. At a personal level, my primal instincts take me on a path of brashness and aggression.
I have always wondered what is on “the other side”.
Deceiving is a very timely RDP today.
The 🇸🇬 NDP 🇸🇬 experience is complete!!
Maybe Universe is really reminding me to get a beach holiday?
It is already August, meaning my semester break is nearly over.
Now that the country is finally openING up again, I finally get to attend the World Relations class I have been waiting for!
Subconscious is cornering me to write.
The tightening of measures mean that bubble tea is taken off the list of essential services.
Not quite sure whether this post qualifies as whimsical or just plain rude. Or maybe something very very human that we are all guilty of.
This virus we are dealing with is such an opportunist.
I share the same thought with Christine about “what is the truth about this menace that has so totally disrupted our lives”.
Public service announcement~ here is the link to the Global Peace Meditation starting in half an hour.
This world is multi-dimensional, and while we feel helpless in this physical realm we lived in, we have no idea that some other aspect of us have been busying ourselves with light work we cannot see and we do not know about.
I had assumed life at home would be alot of spare time to write and to think, but apparently not.
Guess this is Universe still-ing our monkey minds!
I have been un-stuck! Today is my 15th day in Singapore.
Looking within right now, it is still a mishmash haystack of all kinds of emotions.
I am unofficially on a Stay-At-Home stint, due to my last return from Cambodia on the 12th March.
Each time I mention something, it happens.
No man is an island, entire of itself; every man is a piece of the continent, a part of the main.
I have decided to treat myself better amidst the stress for crossing geographical borders during such strenuous times.
Mercury the planet is 水星 (shui xing) in Chinese, literally translated to Water (水) Star (星).
Flexibility and surrender to the greater flow of life just makes life feel sooooooo smooooooth in spite of the bumpy obstacles.
Slid the little penguin down the pile of roadside slushie.
Yay, Case 49 is out!!!
When we let go of the material self, admit and accept that the flow in life is a greater energy than our thoughts, does it allow us to be more resilient?
The bar for my perception of normalcy has been lowered to a new level.
Praying very hard that this episode vaporises like the evanescence of the alcohol content in a hand sanitiser.
It is so good to be back home. Life looks normal here!
If I may dream … what is most desirable right now is some good peaceful sleep without any worries about anybody about anything.
There are still small happy things Mother Nature gives us amidst the rain and gloom clouds.
Maelstrom sounds like the feeling in my gut right now.
You can tell who works in office buildings by the circular little stickers in various colours on their clothes!
Quiet day on the news front! No news is good news, says the positive side of me.
Our DORSCON got raised to the same level as SARS now 😦 apparently because there was some untraceability in the new cases.
It takes so many decades for me to realise we celebrate 15 days of Chinese New Year!
The tiny blunder to kick myself over was that I threw out my stash of N95s just last week, during spring cleaning.
Happy New Year! The perfect macro pic for Chinese New Year greetings! 鸿运当头、花开富贵、双双对对、十全十美.
Looking out of my backdoor – RDP Photo Challenge! I don’t have a backdoor where I live, because if I do, it will open up into 18 storeys of plain atmosphere.
I can’t focus when my mom is free!
I saw the animal, it was a very beautiful, majestic hoofed animal, looking much like a humongous deer with gorgeous antlers.
Here is a photo of my favourite street sign / favourite street name.
I’ve been making kefir for three months now! Exactly three months today. 😀
Taking a short time-out from my realm of work at the moment. BECAUSE. I suddenly realised how important it is to state the obvious.
I am having very mixed feelings about this New Beginning as we enter the first week of the decade.
Hope we all have a stellar year ahead in 2020, dotted with many twinkly memories and events.
My fugacious desire to sing has arisen again when this music video popped up on my YouTube feed while I was busy catching up on 2020 horoscope readings.
My favourite candle is from WoodWick, the mint leaf and basil is very fragrant and fresh, yet light enough to not overwhelm.
It looks like a white plume has been deliberately planted on it! Gahaha. What heralds?! ❤ ❤ ❤
Decided to be charitable to myself today and spend a bit of time blogging happy things.
Nothing enchants me nowadays other than watching the innocence of a little almost-two-year being enchanted by everything in the world.
And hence today is the day, I set my resolution (what an odd timing though!!! but I can’t wait a month for this!!!) giving every aspect of my life their respectful times.
Getting back into the swing of things~ I love horses!
Ashes to ashes, dust to dust. Keep my blog alive, I must, I must.
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I am so so so thankful for the good Creator has brought, and how Creator has taught and brought me to do good.
New word in my vocabulary! One thing I am very fervid about is language.
I do get infuriated, maybe anger is one thing that keeps me sane and knowing that I am not all that emotionless.
Originally posted on Sgeoil:
the markers of childhood are filled with firsts rights of passage to be celebrated, first birthdays first tooth lost first knee scraped first day of kindergarten if you are lucky born on the right side of freedom and make it to your first birthday for some the markers of childhood contain…
When Universe leaves us invisible markers that feels and clicks, as guide posts along the way.
I woke up very early this morning to attend a webinar on Wisdom.
We eventually have to grow up.
We eventually have to move.
I have to cross many of them on my way to work, because my office is surrounded by empty parcels of land.
The intrepid adventure of an unknown diver / snorkeler beside a tame but stern shark in the middle of the ocean with crystal clear waters and a sandy undulating seabed has come to a conclusion today.
Oh, border! 