Local

I’m pretending to be a local enjoying the Parisienne spectacle. Pretty bad at that, I would say! I cannot bring myself to face the dusty roads as I sip my cocktail, my eyes more on my glass fearing the sprinkling of fairy DUST all over my precious ice cold drink.  A short span of ten…

The Unsuspecting 

We had a wonderful dinner in a restaurant in Paris last night. Except it took 4.5 hours, and I was told that was normal. Great meal, except that I was half asleep and edgily squirming in my seat towards the end of it.  Too much alcohol, too much gluten, too much dairy, too much oysters,…

Temperance

Week01. I see the Temperance card starting to appear. And I’m glad it did – the constant reminder to exercise her energies, helping me to surf through it and maintain my inner peace.  Each time the word “temperance” appear, I hear the insight and understand what to take and what to throw. IAnd it is…

Tender my goodbye

Tendering my goodbye~ Today is a day I reaffirmed my three-year-old decision to step out of the industry / profession in my home country. A comment affected me quite abit post-presentation. I was not exactly shocked, but I am very heavily disappointed. Honestly, we had thought it was a naive belief or way of working,…

What if I really am outrageously happy?

Dear Serapis Bey,
Thank you so much for guiding me via Zeo last week. It has indeed highlighted many beliefs and traits subconsciously and unconsciously lurking in my “space”. “Space” with respect to lineage, with respect to karmic ties, with respect to environment.

Radiating Love

Radiating love, ideals, and all that stem from Love. After exactly a week of rest, I have finally regained consciousness and back to reality, and now eschewing all that had happened in the one-week-whirlwind of executing the past half a year of planning. More than relief, I feel a sense of accomplishment. Not that I…

Soft heart versus Weak heart

Finally reached the close of the day. As I lay huddled in my blanket, I suddenly felt like crying.  Today was a really tough day. Started with someone messaging me about a mistake (without saying he made a mistake), and wanted to talk to me. I was already jumping out of bed to catch up…

Lives from Past

Imagine feeling troubled by knowing and being with someone whom you just spend time with without talking, yet feeling the connection and hence needless to speak a word. Imagine only realising years and decades later that it was a past life of nearly eighty years together, without speaking to each other.  Imagine. Just imagine, it…

Whimsical Amusement

I had the oddest “argument” last night. Till now, I am not sure if I am peeved or amused. Was absolutely knackered from work last night, but the little episode sort of broke that tiredness~ A good analogy would be: OCD artist carefully and methodically painting details, leaned back to admire her painstaking work, and…

Timeliness

Everytime is the right time. Every moment is the right moment. REALLY?? It is tough to buy into that theory. But then again, that is precisely why I’m not in ultimate ZEN mode yet. Imagine, if we were to crystallize all these worldly spiritual teachings, it just boils down to the fact that every moment…

Blindly sown

A thought came to me today ~ how important it is to take shape our perspectives on matters in our world. It is the framework that we view happenings in our lives, and whether we are wearing rose-tinted glasses, anti-UV ones, really does colour the way the world appears. This is probably what the wise…

Alive!

I used to think I am indifferent to being alive or not, as my aim is to do my best for my highest good every day (and every moment possible). But yesterday, I was immersed in joy of being alive!